3LaIn3's n3w LiF3

Our plan has gone

2009-11-18T22:47:00.000-08:00

Can't wait for tomorrow

2009-11-16T20:24:00.000-08:00

I have stayed at home for three days

Tomorrow I will be outside for the whole day

Maybe i will go out in the morning for breakfast with my boy and friends

Then we have decided to go to Sunway Lagoon

I didn't go there before

Tomorrow is my first time to go there

Logoon' s creator,

You have to appreciate that i go there with my boy and my friends to let you earn money

hahahaha

After finish playing, we go for lunch

Then we go back

The time that we go back will be 4 something or 5 in the evening

Afterthat, I go to my boy house to bath and take a nap

About 7 something or 8 at night

My boy and I will go to pasar malam

At there, we will meet Wei Jie and his girl

Double date again...

haha

I didn't go there for a long time already

haha

Then I will go back about 9 something or 10 at night

Tomorrow will be a day of full of the joys of spring

CAN'T WAIT FOR IT

later will go to renew my IC.. LOL

华语版

2009-11-13T19:12:00.000-08:00

今天突然好想打华语字
好久没有打华语字了
呵呵

好久没写部落格了
哈哈
因为懒惰上来写
再加上忙着赶assignments
还有忙着考试

昨天是最后一天考试
哈哈
终于可以轻松了
终于可以去玩了
就这样
第一学期就过了

昨天考完时候
就去看电影
看了扑克王
挺好笑的
可是整个行程
都不会很好玩
很闷，不爽
唉~~~ 算了

生活虽然可以轻松一点了
可是还是需要面对一些问题

有些事情，最好不要尝试
尝试了就会爱上

有些事情，最好不要尝试
尝试了就会遇上麻烦

有些事情，最好不要尝试
尝试了就会难过

我现在的生活
就每天面对着不爽，吵架
唉
这些什么时候才会停止啊？

我就是这么的矛盾
有的时候就不要
没有的时候就偏要
什么嘛真是的

做人真麻烦啊
无聊！！！！

Should I???

2009-10-31T03:54:00.000-07:00

Actually i don't know how to start writting this blog
Coz these few days really have alot of things bother me
Ya.. Alot of people don't know what is bothering me include my dear

I just think that
If there is something doesn't suit for you
Pls throw it away or don't accept it
Don't let all the things bother your happiness life

Bad things will also happen in your happiness life
But why don't you just solve it and continue your happiness life?
Nobody will just has good things in their life
Try to solve it or don't care

I really don't care what do I have now
Coz when I die
I will get nothing
But I enjoy my happiness life now
Coz I have my dear and my all friends

I don't know what is bothering my dear
I really don't know
Should I know or should I don't care??

What did I do????

2009-10-13T06:38:00.000-07:00

This few weeks really feel stress for me..
All assignments have to submit within this week
Today is Tuesday
3 more days to go and I have to submit all the assignments
The subjects that I take are more than other people
Of course my assignments are more than other people

BKA is a subject that only 7 students included me
This subject has 3 assignments
1 assignment has submit
The other two assignments actually have to submit within this week
I havent started yet all the two assignments
Today miss has postpone the one of the assignments deadline
So that i can rest for a minute

But then I have to rush for EWE, Econs, Acc, Moral

I havent done all yet

And I know he is also feel stress
But why just now he angry me???
I really dont know what did I do
M I really did wrong something to him?

I really wanna do my assignments with a relax situation
Now I cant do anything

I am a stupid

2009-09-21T11:09:00.000-07:00

Just now dear told me that he will go out with his jie
He knew that i will jealous after he told me
And i also knew that i sure will be jealous after he told me
But i still wanna know is happening
And he told me also

After I heard it
My brain totally blank
I don't know how am i going to respond him
After a few second
I said OK, then you go with her
Actually i am jealous
But i cant do anything
I cant control him as well
Because i don't want to let him feel i m controlling him
I just want him still has his own free time
He still has his friends
I don't want his lose his friends
Because I know that feeling

Elaine, you cant be jealous anymore
you should let him has his free time to go anywhere with anyone he likes
and also do anything
you shouldn't jealous!!!!
you have to change this attitude!!!
try your best to change it and don't think too much!!!!

20th of September

2009-09-20T12:37:00.001-07:00

Today (Sunday) I had my breakfast with my family but without my mom
Coz she is in China now
I went out at 10 sumthing to have my breakfast

After finish my breakfast
That time was about 11 sumthing
Then my dad straight away fetched me went to Sunway
When I reached Sunway
Suddenly I saw Sin Yee...
That time was about 12 sumthing
And my dear whole family was coming

I walked with Sin Yee until my dear reached Sunway
When my dear reached, he called me
There had his bro, his twin sis and his cousin
I really shy..
Then after awhile
his dad, mom, aunts and his grandma were coming
I was very scared
I just can smile all the time
Hahahahaha
But after awhile was okay
No feeling about that...
Haahahaha

I was shopping with them
That was the first time that I walked with my bf's family
Then about 4 sumthing my dear sent me back

Afterthat about 11pm
I went to Sunway again
I went there with my family and my cousin family
All of us hav 13 person
hahaha
First time watched movie with so many people
But is second time watched with my family

We watched "Where Got Ghost"
This movie not bad
Not only Scary but also Funny
Really funny
XD

Wathed until 2am
Then we went home

When we reached home
My house was banjir
OMG
I was surprise about that
And I have to clean my house
Haiz
We cleaned together
We had used 1 hour to clean the floor
Now the water is still dropping from the ceiling
Tomorrow wake up have to mop the floor again
What a happy and bad day
Haiz.....

Now I just finish my work~~~
Just can rest now
Haiz....

20th of September

2009-09-20T12:37:00.000-07:00

Today (Sunday) I had my breakfast with my family but without my mom

Coz she

EMO-ing

2009-09-19T07:37:00.000-07:00

Haiz...
Really dont know what happen to me these two days
What happen to me??
Can someone tell me??
Haiz

I just think that sometime life is meaningless
And i also think that i dont want to live too long
Sometimes I live untill now is for what?
Is because of wat?
Because of myself?
Because of my family?
Because of my dear?
Because of my study?
I dont know
Just like wanna end my life earlier

Maybe i m too free
Think too much already
Haiz...
What to do for now?
Die?
Impossible.....
Maybe wait for few years later
Maybe that time will be possible

Bored!!!!~~~~~

2009-09-19T05:51:00.001-07:00

What a day for today???

Bored until can die~~

Haiz..

What to do??

Today afternoon my sis, cousin and I decide where to go for tomorrow afternoon

We decided to go to Sunway for ice-skating, Sing K and watch movie at midnight

But all these won't happen for tomorrow afternoon

Because we don't have transport

But what will happen for tomorrow is we will go to watch movie at midnight

Can't wait for that time now

Just wanna to watch it tonight

Tonight my dad will come back very late

Coz he went out with his friends

So tonight will be very bored

Who wanna fetch me go out for yum cha??

Can find me

But have to fetch me...

WAKAKAKAKA

Today really very bored

My dear go out from 7 sumthing a.m

Then go back home at 2 sumthing p.m

Afterthat go out again at 5 sumthing go out again for dinner

Then don't know what time will come back again

Haiz...

Why he has so many events??

But me just stay at home

Nevermind la

Just think that take a rest at home

dear dear
muaks
love you

Hate today~~~

2009-09-18T07:21:00.000-07:00

This week is the week that just after mid term exam
How was my result??
Haiz..
Terrible..
I thought that i can get a good result for all the subjects
But all are just pass, just at the edge
Except Accounting and Business Math
But i still not satisfied with all the result
The score that i got is not i want..
Result is over
Don't think so much about result now

I don't know what happen to me for today
Actually is everyday
Because i always do wrong things and say wrong things to my dear
But today is the worst
Don't know what happen to me also
Today, I did wrong start from this morning
Until after classes, waiting for my dear,
went for lunch with my dear,
went to sunway with my dear,
he fetched me went home,
I still did wrong many things
Today the thing that i only did right is
I bought present for my dear's sis

Dear.. Reli feel sorry to you
SORRY
Thanks that you didn't angry me
But i still feel sorry
Thanks that you always forgive me
Reli happy that I have you beside me
But I m not that good for you
SORRY

moody now~~~

Happy Friday

2009-09-13T01:06:00.000-07:00

Friday ( 11/09/09) was a happy day

Really have to thanks all my friends and of course my dear

Thanks all my friends coz they waited for me after I finished my exam

AND

They waited for me to watch movie together

Thanks to my dear is coz he had to drive his bro car

AND

He waited me for a long time

AND

He was sick that day

Friday was a day that let me felt really delightful

I can watch movie with my gang and my dear

I can play with them although i hav my dear beside me

I can do what i want coz all my important ppl are beside me

hahahahaha

The photos that we took on friday

I have uploaded in facebook

Very nice pic there

haha

Dear~~ Sick already

From friday to sunday

Haiz...

Cant take care of him also

Haiz...

Went for lunch with dear

2009-08-30T07:51:00.000-07:00

Today about 12.45pm
Dear fetched me went out for lunch
Haha
Suddenly i felt that i m the happiness girl in the world
Because I have a good dear who takes care of me very well

He had used 45 minutes to come over my house
haha
When he reached my house
I felt that very happy
Because I love that feel
haha

Then of course went to have lunch
After lunch
Dear n me went to IOI
Because I wanted to but file
So dear accompany me
haha

Dear
I m very happy to have you
But so sorry dear
I have made you cant save money
Next time i wont waste your money
k?? Sorry dear...

Update!!!

2009-08-29T17:56:00.000-07:00

These few days was very busy
Busy for doing assignments
And of course busy for dating with dear
hahahaha

Wednesday (26/8)
After Account tutorial class
Dear bought me bubble tea
When he took it for me
All my buddies were scolding me
Haiz..
I know dear was sweating and he was toilsome that time
And after he gave me the bubble tea
he had to went to class
Dear.. sorry...
Sorry

Then my buddies wanted to buy bubble tea also
So we went to buy it
Afterthat we went to library
I was the 1st time study in library until 6sumthing
Wakakakaka
I was so hardworking
Just for that day
Hahahaha
I was very happy to study with friends
That time i was having fun

Thursday (27/8)
After all classes
I had to go for BKA class
haiz...
I was so tired that day
But is ok
Because dear wait for me at M floor
hahaha

After I finished the class
Dear accompany me to wait for my dad
hahaha
Love you

Friday (28/8)
Usually Friday class end at 12pm
But that day special
End at 11pm
Then of course went for lunch with my buddies
Before that
I went to AC and found my dear 1st
haha
Afterthat chat for awhile then only went for lunch
hehe

After lunch
We went to library again
For what??
For assignments la
Haiz
Discuss assignments again
BMA assignment hav to submit by this thursday
So we have to rush it
Haiz

We discuss assignment from 12.30 to 2.30
Then of course dating with my dear
haha
We went to sunway again
We watched Dance Flick
We sat couple seat
haha
I was the 1st time sat couple seat lo
Wakakakaka
Couple seat was great
Muahahaha

I was wearing high-heeled shoes
Very difficult to walk that time
haiz
Of course
Dear took care of me and walked slowly
haha

Then we went for dinner
Then other activities don't want to mention la
haha

He fetched me home again
I love that feel when he fetches me
Just feel like very happiness

Thx Dear
Love you
Muackss

Dating with my dear

2009-08-25T09:33:00.000-07:00

Now is 12.34 am
Means now is midnight
I havent sleep
Actually I am tired
Really very tired
But feel that wanna update blog quickly
Scare that i will forget all the things that happen yesterday (25/08)

Yesterday I was the first day dating with my dear
Actually we can go Sunway at 4 sumthing
But his bro ex was using his car
So we didn hav choice
Just can wait for his bro ex came back

Suddenlly at 5 sumthing,
his bro ex came back
That time we were very happy
Because can go for dating already

When he wanna take the car key from his bro ex
Suddenly they said wanna sit his bro car to his car
Then of course is ok for me
In the car,
they were very crazy
Really
But of course have fun
I really become his legal gf
hahahahaha ^^

Then we went to sunway
And we hang around
Walk here and there
Really feel happy when i be with my dear

After finished having dinner
We went back
He fetched me
I reached home about 8 sumthing or 9
Having fun for today

Dear,
Thanks for today
Dont leave me alone
OK?
We will be together rite?
Dear,
Miss you and love you
Muacks

Study!!!

2009-08-24T06:19:00.001-07:00

What can I do for these few days and these few weeks??
Of course have to study!!
Mid term exam is coming soon
I havent start to do my revision
I havent done all the assignment
I havent done many things
Haiz..

Dear said..
This week he cant accompany me
Because he is very busy
I know that
So I wont be angry if u no accompany me
Is ok for me

Now I really wanna do revision
Really wanna focus on study
Although i have dear
But i will study hard with my dear
Really
^^

Study!!!

2009-08-24T06:19:00.000-07:00

What can I do for these few days and these few weeks??

Of course have to study!!

Mid term exam is coming soon

I havent start my revision

Feel Dissapointed

2009-08-22T19:00:00.000-07:00

Actually today i wanna go out with him
But he doesn't know how to come to my house
What can I do?
Nothing I can do right?

Now my house doesn't have anything to eat
Really
Damn poor and damn hungry now
What can I do?
Haiz

He is eating at his house now
And me??
Just sitting in front of the computer
And wait until at night
Because my dad and mum come back at night
I have to wait until at night to go out for have breakfast, lunch and dinner

I am on diet today
I am having puasa today

If afterward i faint
haha
Nobody knows also
haha
Damn excited if i faint
haha

I don't want to let him feel sorry to me
So just let it be like that
Afterward he can do revision also
Is a good thing for him

Ok..
Want to have a nap to let myself feel full
Hope i wont be hungrier when i wake up

personality test

2009-08-22T18:42:00.000-07:00

A test that i found at my fren's blog
hehe
wanna hav a look?
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Our first day

2009-08-21T04:46:00.000-07:00

Today I am very happy
Because today is the first day we together

Finally we can together already
Really very happy

Actually in this morning
I didnt know whether he is my dear or not
I was still confused about that
But after lunch,
While we were going to library to do our BMA assignment
We hand in hand
Then Jack 3 saw our hand and said
No need to hide already
Then what can I do
We just continue what we wanna do
hahahahaha ^^

We dont know what will happen in the future
But i know that u will treat me as good as you can, right?

Can we gambatte together?
No matter what difficulties, can we just solve it together?

Really happy to have you beside me
Thanks...
Love you

Don't Know

2009-08-14T22:11:00.000-07:00

What to do now??
All assignments are coming now
Everyday just busy to do research
Everyday go back at 5pm or 6pm
Everyday stay in the library after finish all the classes
Everyday find and see many books in the lib

Haiz
What to do??
Where to start??
I really don't know

I want to do homework and revision at home
But lazy
Lazy is the biggest problem to me

Now I just want to focus on my studies
I don't want to think other things again
What i have to do is
Just focus and get HD for all the subjects
If I can do it

hahaha

Wish me all the best....

Stress!!!!!!

2009-08-08T05:40:00.000-07:00

What to do?!
What to do?!!

Why all the assignments come together?
Why???
Haiz...

I am lazy to do all the assignments
Just feel that want to relax
Want to play around and hang out with friends

I want to go to the Pulau Redang again
I want to go!!!
But no time to go!!!
Haiz..

Today I didn't chat with him a lots
He busy his things and i do my things
Now, he is watching movie with his friends

Well.... Try it.....

2009-08-07T06:22:00.000-07:00

These few days i was lazy to update
Sorry ya

What was I doing these few days?
I was doing assignment and study and did revision

Just like today
June, Stella, Tuck Yik and many friends
went to library to search for the account assignment
I did the research from 1pm to 5pm
It is so difficult to find out all the things
haiz...

But these few days
I feel that something is very tough
I can't solve it

Love is something that I can't see clearly
That i can't understand it very well
That is difficult to solve it when there is a problem
Love is a thing that i think i wont get it as well

" For now, I am just let things to come naturally.
When you hope something to happen, it will dissapoint u,
or maybe you put too much effort, it will also easily hurt u."
This is what June told me just now
Ya.. that's right
So what can i do now is just concentrate to my study
Dont think too much about that
Dont too care about him

I know that Nothing Is Impossible To willing A Heart

Well,
I will try my best to do it...

Now

2009-07-27T04:01:00.000-07:00

Now is 2009
And i am 18 years old

In this age,
should I be maturer
OR
should I do back myself

If want to be maturer, it can improve my attitude
and I can do everything with my heart
I won't be lazy and I will make my life more beautiful

If want to do back myself, I won't improve at all
and i will just sleep all the time

Be maturer is very hard for me
Because there is no experience for me to let me to be maturer
How can I change myself??

College life is let us to be maturer and more responsible
Maybe i have to enjoy my college life
I ought to do whatever I can do now
I must have fun in college
But how can I have fun without friends??

Maybe now i am just a newcomer to this life
So i have to get used to this life

HAiz...

2009-07-25T08:29:00.000-07:00

What to do for today?!

Actually nothing to do for today

Today,

I woke up at 9.15am

Then had breakfast

Afterthat took medicine

Later on, watched movie

I watched show from 10am to 3pm

Suddenly felt tired

So i had a nap

From 3.30pm to 5.30pm

2 hours for the nap

When i woke up

felt bored

really very bored

Then had dinner

I had dinner alone

so pity

My first young sister has gone out

My parents are having dinner

My bro and another sister didnt want to take dinner

So i had it alone

haiz

At 8pm

I watched Astro Star Quest 2009

Very nice

And now just finished the competition

Why u wont find me when i didnt find u...

Why??

DISSAPOINTED

Fine!!!

I know i am not an important person for you....

Sorry for disturb you...

First TiM3

2009-07-24T09:01:00.000-07:00

I have changed my life from Monday (20/7/09)

That day was my first day in Taylor's

Of course, I had an orientation

This week is orientation week

Nothing to do for this week

But all the lecturers were so serious

All talked about assignments and presentations for sem 1

Is not bad study in Taylor's

In this week, I have made a lots of new friends include seniors

(although i just know one of them)

In this orientation, I had a lots of funs

Although I am shy

But still ok for me

I still can survive

Next monday, I will start the class

Maybe I will be busy

But I think i still can breath

Friends,

You all must help me this time

Because you all have to help me relief my stress

Must find me goes out

OK?!

This is the first time

I write blog at here